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Giving excuses for my silence has become so regular that I stop reasoning for it..
When I look back at my life I see there has been so much of changes in me.. got some, lost many.. There are so many allowances I had made, so many compromises too and yet, what you want ultimately is always fuzzy.It is very hard to root out laziness from me that it has become the most prominant part of my character. Whenever I take up something, the acceptance to drag it on until something grabs my neck, also becomes part of it. Part of my self has become so wild and ruthless that I find it very difficult to understand and control. Am I leading someone else's life?
posted by Nil @ 6/22/2005 01:50:00 AM
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Nils,
Me too sailing in the same boat but with a slight difference. My destination is not fuzzy but the route/approach to it is a lot fuzzy as the probability of reaching my destination in one of the paths is not 1 but still I have to select any of these fuzzy paths only. BTW was it Am i leading some1 else's life or living some1 else's life? Just a clarification. Do not fren my dear fren as there is ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel. n Hey haloscan really has some problems. I typed n published the comment it did not display so I have to re-type. Just verify in ur account if the comment was published. This is happening quite often these days.
Sujatha | 06.22.05 - 7:23 pm | #
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welcome back. and welcome me back too...
new looks, new life
jus wanted to point out my urls are all different now. if you can point to the right place on your blog, itd be gr8.
RamV | Homepage | 06.22.05 - 10:56 pm | #
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Ram, both of us woke from hibernation!
And to talk of new look, it had been a catastrophe in my case.. shall try out another one after sometime..
And I shall definitely update your new urls..
Nilavan | 06.24.05 - 1:19 pm | #
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leadng someone else's life huh???
mmm....call it the 'Anniyan' effect!!!
chill out pal....life's all about discovering yourself every day.....
di | 06.30.05 - 7:54 pm | #
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hey nils ... thanks for the url update, dude. waiting for ur next post. wake up :D
RamV | Homepage | 07.01.05 - 8:56 am | #
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Nil,
Sorry for the typos in the comment. It is do not fret my fren...haha...aana adhu do not fren my fren ayiduthu....haha...btw me feelin better now n puleezzz come home 4 the weekend n try to come home...btw me saw Anniyan..liked it very much..esp the song "randaka randaka n remo" Vikram way to go...though there are loop holes in the movie its real 3 hr entertainer with superb comedy from Vivek...okies seeya durin weekend...
Panda : Enna overaa thathuvam pesarey...Blore effecta?
Sujatha | 07.01.05 - 11:22 am | #
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Dei try to come home means to my house okva... I better be clear as I know u very well...haha..
Sujatha | 07.01.05 - 11:24 am | #
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Dear Nil,
Read this blog many times to try understand your strongly worded message.
Why should one feel that silence is sth that always needs an explanation?
Philospohical or not, silence is simply superb. It shows you have not a need to prove yourself. You say only when you have sth to add value and the time to say. Doesn't need an excuse da!!
Only one more thing Nilava. The jobs you take are usually done with excellence and perfection. May be the desire to do it only this way either puts a barrier to start or presents obstacles that you stop mid-way.
Self is sure difficult to control, but you are still one of the better managers of it amongst us for many reasons.
Love,
Arvind.
Arvind | 07.01.05 - 1:34 pm | #
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